I still feel sad about things not working out with the doctor yesterday. I also feel bad because I saw a picture of me over the summer, and I saw a new picture of me. Wow! What a gain. It's just not right (and technically not possible).
Dr. AH last week told me people CAN'T gain that fast. Uhm...dude? Clearly, some of us can. THAT'S WHY I WAS THERE!
I think I'm a little fixated. I wake up worried and unhappy about it. I go to bed worried and unhappy about it. I'm scared of where this is going. I'm mad that all my horrific weight loss work is going up in smoke (when I don't deserve it). I just feel like a lost loser, that nothing I do is right and I'm heading off a cliff.
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