I see it's been since March since I posted anything. That's just sad. I used to post all the time, mostly when I was on a cycle of the hcg diet.
Well, that's, I'm afraid, been a failure. Nine cycles. Months of misery and bone crushing hard work. I don't even know how much money, and I don't want to add it up.
But yeah, it's a failure. I haven't gained *all* the weight back, but most of it. And it sucks rocks.
So, I'm fat. I am. Doctors don't know what to do about it. I don't know what to do about it. One great doctor told me to just accept it and instead of torturing my body and soul to lose weight, only to gain it back, just eat healthy and try to stabilize. It sounds good, it really does.
But I don't want to be fat.
Thoughts? Anyone? Anyone?
Well, that's, I'm afraid, been a failure. Nine cycles. Months of misery and bone crushing hard work. I don't even know how much money, and I don't want to add it up.
But yeah, it's a failure. I haven't gained *all* the weight back, but most of it. And it sucks rocks.
So, I'm fat. I am. Doctors don't know what to do about it. I don't know what to do about it. One great doctor told me to just accept it and instead of torturing my body and soul to lose weight, only to gain it back, just eat healthy and try to stabilize. It sounds good, it really does.
But I don't want to be fat.
Thoughts? Anyone? Anyone?
