I actually have until Sunday to decide when I'm pulling the plug. If all went well, my last (40th) shot would have been March 24. I can really see nothing short of a miracle will make that happen. I'm not losing weight. Heck, I'm gaining it. If that continues (Saturday is my regular day off from the shot day), there's no reason to continue! Indeed, it would be counter-productive.
I'm immune to the stuff, plain and simple. I wish I had of gone on stabilization earlier, given the circumstances. Prolonging the meds and the suffering is _____________ (insert adjective of your choice).
However, if by some miracle, things really go great guns from tomorrow's weigh-in on, I'd stick. But if not...not.
Prayers are appreciated. Life is hard enough right now with Mark's two jobs and life in general. Thanks!
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