For the first time, I really want to quit. I mean *really* as in, considering it. I keep thinking maybe I'm still too immune to the meds for them to work properly (that can happen with multiple subsequent cycles). I'm to buy more meds this afternoon and they're sooo expensive, it's hard to want to. This time, with the new bells and whistles imposed by the office, it's been something like $500 to lose 15#. That's bad math.
It's not working right, I don't feel well, and I'm wondering if the money is worth it (though it won't be as much the second half)? And it's hard and miserable.
Kinda feeling that way about life right now with Mark being gone well over 70 hours per week. Things are just hard right now and I'm feeling :(.
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