I did the math. The first week, I lost 4.4. The second week, 6.4 (good). Third week, 2.8, fourth week, 2.6. And both of the last two weeks included an apple day.
My conscience is clear, but it's cold comfort right now. I should have lost well over 20# by now, not 16.
Tomorrow I have another "desensitization treatment" for the meds tomorrow with the doc. Been there, done that, and it accomplished precisely, dick.
It looks like I have to accept a difficult truth=my body's done with hcg, at least for now. And no, there's no hope of me losing any on my own, despite my generally very healthy and moderate eating habits. I'm so very disappointed it looks like I won't reach my BIG GOAL. On paper, I should have. And now I have more surgery coming up and won't be able to try this again for a long time.
I need to look big picture (I have lost 100#), but it's hard. I'm disappointed.
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