Did ok most of the day. I drank a lot of tea. Then about 4, I was folding laundry and suddenly felt weak and lightheaded. I thought, What's the deal? Then I realized, Oh, I haven't eaten since yesterday. So I ate the steak and apple directly. Tasted awesome!
Then the next morning, 2.2# down. Woo hoo! Totally worth it, though it was not pleasant. I had to potty constantly, even, or especially, at night. And I had difficulty sleeping, even when I wasn't getting up to potty. Even so, worth it. I'm but six pounds above X now.
Today is day 1 of the pre-launch sequence. Took my first shot today. Still not fun. Had chocolate for the first time in months. Still good! Feeling a little queasy. I don't know if it's from the shot, or just eating stuff I've not eaten in months (chocolate, English muffin, yogurt with sugar). Or just random queasiness. Felt it a bit last night too. Oh--that's another thing. Last night we had our Friday movie dinner (where I have something carby)--sloppy joes and popcorn. And didn't gain a bit.
I still fear food. I feel like an alcoholic. I'm scared with having carbs, I'll run amok and ruin everything. But then I speak logically to myself, reminding me two days doesn't have to ruin four months of hard work.
I kind of wish I could do a long cycle now. But I can't 'cause my surgery date. There's simply not time. And I shall be a minimum (Lord willing and the creek don't rise) 15 pounds down in three weeks. I'm feelin' more. I've got a good feeling about it. And then I'll be lower than anybody in my PT life (except Mark and my dad), even Skip and Rebekah who knew me in my past Kingston Life/KCMS DJ life) have seen me. And that will be pretty cool.
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