I'm telling myself not to take myself too seriously right now, but I feel weird. I'm sure it's mostly my body reacting to a big thing right now, and I am very tired from the weekend.
But I feel grumpy and stressed out. And fat. And lonesome. It feels like everybody but us has a normal, loving family. I love my friends. And sometimes it feels like they're family. But it's always a little cold water shock of realization when big events happen for them, and we're not involved in it. It's like, "Oh, yeah! We're not really family." And off they go to their events. Or off we go to ours and there's nobody there to support and cheer us.
And it kinda sucks.
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