Sadly, day 1 is feeling grumpy to me. The doc's office has nearly doubled the cost for the supplies. I feel ripped off. We don't have the $ for that! But, it's the only thing that works for me. So, I feel stuck.
Stuck, like with a needle--that hurt today! I made myself bleed. Guess I'll get back in the swing of it, huh?
Feeling hungry. Didn't miss that part! And I gained 4# with loading. The first loading day I only gained .6. So I had to laugh when I saw such a staggering jump today. I know realistically it's not a "real" weight gain, water mostly I'm sure, but still. Whoa! Even so, still 2# lower than my LIW, so it's good.
I miss food. Especially after the two days of eating a lot of everything. The first day I felt kinda yucky, but yesterday, the old habits were waking up and frankly, I liked eating whatever I wanted.
A slippery slope indeed.
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