I've been thinking an awful lot about my friend's suggestion of what might be wrong with my body. I've looked at countless websites, and so much of it seems to fit. If that's the case (or if ostensible Wonder Doc can find out something else concrete), it would be amazing.
I mean, that would not guarantee a cure. And I'd still have my spine. But it'd be something to work with instead of stumbling around in the dark, knowing there's something there, but nobody can find it (and even feeling most are skeptical when I say I don't eat enough to be this heavy).
It's super hard to be scarb free when doing so isn't overly helpful. But, at least until we get my metabolism sorted out, it's best for me to do that when I can. But it's really, really hard! Did I say that? It's hard to be experiencing a lot of pain and fatigue, and added stress when Mark's both subbing AND rocking it at Safeway. Sometimes a nice bowl of ice cream or perhaps a chocolate bar would make me feel a little better for a little while.
Are you with me? I'm sure we all know that one.
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