...scarb free, that is. I overate Monday. Sure, most people did. But I overate and overdid.
It's been three months exactly since my surgery. I wish I could say it fixed my back. It did not. After three months, I think if I were going to be able to sit properly, I would be.
So, that stinks. As does my now rapid weight gain. That's quite discouraging. I'm eating healthfully (Monday notwithstanding). I have a doctor appointment next week, but that's generally a dead end for me. I've seen many endocrinologists who have no idea why my endocrine system does what it does or how to fix it.
I'm trying not to dwell on discouragement, but it's tough. I don't want to be as heavy as I was before. I'm finally to the point now where my clothes are getting snug and I noticed more jowl on my face. Yuck.
So right now I'm just trying to keep my chin up (pun intended) and eat healthfully. This might be kind of a "no shit" thing to say, but I sure wish I were healthy.
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