I had one! In the midst of all the surgery and laryngitis stress, a bright light found me: that this will be over relatively soon. I've been dreading and preparing for this surgery for a long time. Many, many months. It's been hanging over my head.
But now, in just over a week from now (eight days), I'll be home. And I can start to reassemble the pieces with nothing but open road in front of me. I can get back to working in earnest on my metabolism/weight issues (I've been downgraded from a 105# loss to an 80# loss), and building up my back and health--without thinking of the axe hanging over my head, waiting to fall.
And it's a good feeling.
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