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-Princess Bride

Friday, February 4, 2011

Tomorrow's the big day

I'm a little freaked out about it, really. I have angst it won't work. Feeling a bit adrift with my doc quitting. He was always good about answering questions quickly. The new doc only comes to town twice a week and doesn't provide the same access.

I have to admit I cringe when I think about how starving and weak I have been on the cycles. And this one's a full out long cycle--nearly eight weeks. And frankly, stabilization is no picnic either. It's three months from Monday before I can eat again. It's not a fun time. Couple that with Mark's crazy schedule and I feel unsettled at best.

In the short term, I'm looking very much forward to loading this weekend. :)

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