Phew! Ok, new resolution for the year: try not to freak out when my weight bubbles up. I fully know I can't eat like a Normal. Wish I could. Even a healthy normal! Is it too much to wish I could have whole grain toast at breakfast?
But I can't. Not yet. I have hopes for the future, that as I work this program, in time my metabolism will improve.
Two days 'til my first injection. Four days 'til the diet from hell starts again. The latter makes me want to curl up in a ball on the floor and wail. I have concerns about the timing--during Mark's student teaching while working at Safeway thing? It's starting out very difficult on my body (chronic pain and fatigue issues) without the extreme diet.
Hmmmm. If it's too bad, I guess I can do a short program. Is nothing easy in life?
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