Tonight I have an unanticipated "night off." Anna has overnight plans with one of her favorite families. Sadly, Mark is working. So s'just me and the pets.
Normally, if I found myself with "me time," I'd eat. Yep, I would. Not continually, mind you, but I'd plan a special meal (usually involving ice cream). That's not to be this time, and I feel a little bummed about it. No Mark, no meal, just a cup of tea and quiet.
I guess this is not my first rodeo. Over the past year I've had to relearn how to do tons and tons of foodcentric things; I just don't enjoy the learning process.
I suppose how tonight goes is up to me (and truly, I could really use the rest): will I choose to view it as loneliness or solitude?
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