I'm going to stop and get a steak today for Steak Day tomorrow. It would have been better to do it Wednesday, but I was unable to due to my trip to Seattle. Today I'm going to skip fruit (my book suggests it) and have a lot of tea and water.
I will see the doctor tomorrow. I sent him an email with all the details about my weight gain, hormonal issues, and facial rash. In the end it always goes this way with me with doctors, them scratching their heads saying they have no idea as they've never seen this before....
I'm tired of being me. I really am.
I can't do anything that I haven't already been doing. I can't try any harder than I have. I'm tired of being a failure at everything I do, despite trying hard at everything I do. They say God doesn't make mistakes or have favorites, but I don't really believe that. The evidence just doesn't support it.
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