I think I'm doing better. I've been stabilizing for two weeks, and it just occured to me that I'm feeling more stable! Emotionally, of course. Mentally, it's a free for all at any time. :)
Here's my working plan. Since I did the math (and even "Sandra Math" coudn't save it), I'll do a long program in Oct-Nov (should be done five seconds before Christmas). I'm hoping to lose maybe 10# between now and October. I don't know if that will happen. Time will tell.
If it does, and I can lose 35# on the next long cycle, that may be "it"! I'm not aspiring for the goddess-like physiques of my friends who have lost weight. I don't think I'm built for "thin." Really now, who has my bra size (naturally, not Pamela Anderson) and is svelte?
But that's ok with me. I'm me. I just want to be me without a big belly!
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