Boy, am I hungry! After being hungry all day, then having a big steak and big apple, I can't believe I'm hungry again! But...it was 5 hours ago that I ate dinner, so maybe it's not so bad.
Feeling a lot better. I almost deleted my depressed posts, but I figure they've been read already, so why bother? And this blog is nothing but authentic. It's like a diary I invited half a handful of people to share with me. Now you know why I don't advertise it or even mention it on FB or anywhere else.
My face is burning. Hmmmm. The cortisone creme isn't helping at the moment. Overall, it's a lot better, though.
There's a decent chance I'll be back to the LIW tomorrow. This round has not been fun. The doc agreed with me that it's a good thing for me to have a few months off of injections; it really has played hell with me hormonally. With my PCOS, I'm prone to hormonal disturbances in the force anyway. This. Does. Not. Help.
But it seems to be the only thing that is working for weight loss. So I think HCG and I are stuck with each other for awhile.
I've reconsidered something. I bit Mark's head off when he asked if I'd be doing a long cycle in Oct. Now...? The doc (and my paperwork) said each time between cycles has to be longer. I was planning on doing a short right before the holidays and a long right after. Clearly, this would not work. And with Mark graduating and us hoping to go to Disneyland for Anna's 10th birthday...you see my dilemma. Oh well, I've missed so many holiday feasts already, would Thanksgiving really be the end of the world? I think not.
Speaking of feasts, I don't want you to think Mark's a cad for eating pastry in front of me. Indeed, it's my idea. Don't worry, I'm not some sort of weird food voyeuer. I just don't want everybody to suffer with me. It's my gig (the diet--not suffering--ok, well, that too, but anyway....). And it's not that they're eating. It's that I "can't" that makes it tough. But it's not forever (it just feels like it).
Onward and upward. Thanks for the cyber hugs.
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