Up .4 today. I know that can't really be true, that it's surely fluid. But it's still a bummer. Like Sundays.
I'm finding it impossible to manage Sunday mornings/early afternoons on this phase of the diet. I just feel awful. Every other day, I'm home at my lunch time. With this, I'm at church. And the longer the day goes, the weaker I get, the lower my blood sugar gets, and the more cranky and foggy I feel.
This Sunday and last, I brought an apple with me and ate it there, but it doesn't work. I need the whole lunch (all 200 calories of it!). Just a piece of fruit makes me feel worse.
I may just end up staying home the next two Sundays!
Every Sunday afternoon, even after I eat, I end up having to lay around, watching my family do fun stuff 'cause I feel so weak and sickly. It takes quite some time for my blood sugar to come back up.
Two more weeks until my final shot. I'm so ready for it! I can't wait to go on the stabilization phase and be able to get enough calories to feel like a human again.
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