Well. Oh, yeah. HCG are hormone shots! How could I have forgotten? Hormone shots and I=natural enemies in the wild. I already have hormonal challenges; this does not help. Thankfully, it’s only for three weeks. But if you’re in my “real” life, be aware, and be kind. We’ll get through this…together! We’ve done it before.
Time to come clean. Yeah, I gained some back since this summer. I went on vacation eating for California, and, erm…, forgot to get back on. And with my really bizarre and evil metabolism, I gained back around 10# from my LIW (last injection weight). LAME!
So, I’m feeling a bit bummed. I had marvelous plans about how low-low-low my weight would be after this cycle, but now, I’ll be back where I was before, at the end of last cycle in February, maybe a little better if the diet gods are smiling upon me. I’m rather relieved, actually (though don’t quote me to me on Sunday when my blood sugar is crashing, I’m starving and detoxing or I will smack you about the head), to get back on the straight and narrow.
It sucks, but for me, I HAVE to live in a state of near carblessness to maintain my weight from these diet cycles—forget about losing like a normal human. It’s not in the cards for me. So I wish I had of powered up and forced myself back into my monastic food existence before now.
I’m a bit disappointed in myself, but it’s life. And although I’m a natural idealist, even I know life doesn’t go how one plans all the time. Or any of the time. I’m not giving up, so I’d like to think it’s not failure, it’s redefined objectives.
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