Good Heavens! Are you still trying to win?
-Princess Bride

Wednesday, October 23, 2013

Day 11: flagging

This energy thing is awful! The fatigue is not improving, despite the potassium (There's $6 I'll never see again!). I'm weak and exhausted all the time. I get into bed at 8 every night. And, I have weird dreams, so sleep's not great. Last night I dreamed about the family I told you about. Not a good dream at all. I have headaches a lot.

I think today is probably my halfway mark injection, at least. The sucky part is you have three full days of the non-food diet after your last injection, so I'm not halfway done with starving.

I'll keep up the good fight as long as the weight keeps coming off. Should I reach the point like I did last cycle where I feel worse and worse and the weight stops coming off, I'll do what I did last time--pull the plug. The docs/books say to do that too; I didn't wimp out.

Not that I don't want to wimp out. I want bacon.

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