Donno. A little lonely and out of sorts, I suppose.
T minus one week to hcg diet start. Crikey, I hope this works. It's a bummer that even if it all goes perfectly, I won't be down to my bottom weight. But, I was only that weight one day and no lie.
Today I had an epiphany. I suddenly knew what to do! It all made sense. I'd follow the diet perfectly (as per usual). I'd stabilize. Then I'd follow a low carb, healthy diet to the best of my ability, in large part to prepare for the likely surgery #96,306 in August. But in general just to do the best I can for my fragile health.
The stupid part? That's what I do anyway (not that it seems to help). Now it just seems dumb. But for a minute there, it seemed really clear and effective. Sigh. I *am* out of sorts.
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