Feeling "blah" this afternoon. I'm sick of the diet and wishing more weight was coming off. It's unlikely I'll meet my "goal" for this one, though I'll admit to you the goal was not realistic. I do know all I can do is all I can do, and I'll just have to see how it plays out.
I forgot to mention I am now back in the Decade of X! If you don't remember, when I started this wacky adventure three years ago, X was the best weight I was able to attain as an adult, though I never did more than touch there before my weight would bounce up like a deranged pong ball. Sure, two years ago I was lower, quite a bit lower, but that weight lasted literally one day for me as the day after I took my last injection, it began rising and did not stop (Read: FOUR CYCLES IN ONE YEAR IS TOO MUCH! YOUR BODY WILL NOT LIKE IT AND IT WILL MAKE YOU PAY!).
So, anywayyyyy, Decade of X has been a big thing for me. It's nice to be back! I do hope I never see it again, however (from a lower decade looking up, mind you).
But, yeah. Blah. Hungry. Fatigued. Tired of the diet and dieting and having to do this. Seems like a hell of a lot of effort to keep ending up at the same place. But the battle continues....
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