Wow, does this suck! I need to go back and read the beginnings of the other cycles. Save the first one, I don't remember this level of misery! But, to be honest, I have been strapping on the feed bag for some time now.
After years of monastic discipline being rewarded with totally inexplicable and unfair weight gain, I guess I got tired of it. And when I gained my typical 20 pounds in two months after my surgery followed immediately by the holidays, in a way, I sort of said, "Screw it." I LIKED eating what I wanted! It was nice.
But, that's over now and here we are again. And it sucks. Yesterday was awful. It didn't start out too bad. Sure, I felt hungry, but not all that bad. Then, around 10:00, the bad started. I suddenly felt weak and dizzy, so I ate my breakfast apple.
Then, the hunger really didn't stop all that much, nor did the weakness. Then the headache started, followed by the crappy mood. I should have been locked in my kennel for snarling. I even fell asleep on the couch during the middle of school. After we got home from dance, I couldn't stay awake. I finally got into bed at 8 and that was it. I slept until 5:30.
This morning, so far, I'm marginally better. I'm treating this transitional period as being sick, 'cause baby, I'm not well! I know this will pass. But right now, time moves all too slowly.
Today should be better, we have less to do today, which is a very good thing.
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