The last day or so has been ROUGH sticking with the scarb-free. Thankfully, tomorrow is planned carb. About 200 times today I almost said, "Screw it," but didn't. I called upon my Kung Fu Panda wisdom: The cup I seek to fill has no bottom.
I've been thinking about my next hcg cycle (January). I got a cool looking library book about the diet; I'm hoping to find some good insights. I totally hope this next cycle both works and stabilizes. It's not an exaggeration to say the day I quit the hcg last time I started gaining. Unfair.
Feeling a bit blue as something made me realize it was 20 years ago that my back went berserk, forever changing my life. I had started developing health problems shortly before that time.
20 years is a long time. Who would I have been?
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