Everything in my life seems scattered out and disorganized; and that is so not me. Ever since the laryngitis/surgery summer combo, things haven't felt right. My weight doesn't help. Anna's new schedule (going to the next level of ability requires more class time), Mark's weird, chaotic schedule, trying to balance too many medical things...it's just not good. And frankly, I don't have the physical strength to manage it all right now.
Sure, we're not starving, our clothes are clean, the house is clean most of the time, and school is progressing (though not as fast as I'd like--not having a voice effects that, of course).
But I just feel stuck, and unable to more forward.
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