I still want those brownies. I noticed I particularly wanted them after an occasional neighbor popped in and made me feel crummy. Many people inadvertently make me feel bad about my voice and/or surgery score card. She's one of them. (I'm still a normal person. And yes, I'm aware I "...still can't talk???!?!!!" and even that, I "...had surgery AGAINNNNN?????" You don't have to point it out to me. And you don't have to talk loudly; I can hear fine, thank you.)
So when she left, I just felt tired, defeated, and bad about myself. And even more like a loser. And hey, those brownies started to sound even better. But I thought about it, and reflected on the truth of the Kung Fu Panda wisdom, The cup you seek to fill has no bottom, and decided to not try to fill it with chocolate.
At least not this day.
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