I wanted down, but plateau is ok, I guess. Certainly better than the roller coaster I've been on since contracting the PT Plague.
I am a quite concerned now about the vacation. We have some happy fun travel plans which involve eating. I do have steak days preliminarily penciled in. It does chafe like mad that I gain a full pound even eating ONE meal with a SMALL amount of simple carb in it. It's just not right!
On my way shortly to get my blood drawn. Oh, please, let something show up that we can fix.
I can't believe I'm seriously considering another back surgery in Arizona. What if it doesn't work? It's been five months and I'm just now starting to feel sort of close to the level I was before the last one (that didn't work, remember?). I must need a CT scan. On the one hand, I feel I need to try to get my life back. On the other, am I living out the cutesy definition of insanity, doing the same thing (in my case, surgery) over and over hoping for a different outcome?
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