Definitely suffering anxiety now; it's hard to sleep (and my face has that lovely shade of cortisol red all the time now). My monthly tsunami has started. This is a mixed blessing. It's good for my trip (my friend the Sea Monster probably won't want to kill me now), but bad for the next couple of days (pain and anxiety very high). Sigh.
Too much to do; too much pain to do it. In the evenings I feel very lonely and fretful when Anna goes to bed. Mark's at the store (his lovely boss gave him one day off the entire week--and that's the day we're going to the airport). Wishing for company in the evening, or at least phone calls.
Tonight the neighbor lady is coming over for tea. That'll be nice; I really like her and it'll be good to have somebody to talk to. And tea is a short term committment so I can keep at my list. Tomorrow, we pack!
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